I just read my last post below ... wow, so many things have happened since then and I feel I live in another planet now...

All I know, I was wrong... yeah I confess.  And I am back to square one when I told myself long long time ago that no-one is an exception... 

I was wrong about many things..., but I do not regret my experiences, cos without them, I couldn't imagine who or where I would be today, although it was hard, really hard...

c'est la vie...