January 11, I was in hell, I brok in tears, until I felt I couldn't breath anymore... It feels horrible you live with ppl who don't love you. Horrible, until I couldn't take it and I texted him and asked him to tell me at least he loves me ... even from afar, even now...
January 22 I was calm, happy, got the energy I needed.
January 24th, evening, trying to have a normal night with my family, he is in the meeting and when he is out of his room he is busy with other stuffs, not even talking a few words! my daughter is playing game while tomorrow has an final math exam! and when I tell her to stop ,she gets angry and going to her room and shutting down the door... Why? What is wrong with me and my life that I have to leave with these unemotional ppl?! Maybe my daughter is normal given she si a teenage, but I dotn have much energy to be a good calm single mom....
October 8, 2025 It's been couple months that you are separated! but you are not sad, you are angry, disappointed, and you passed couple tough months, but free of his carelessness and proud of yourself. your girl is ok too, yet a tough teen to deal with, but you are a good mom, knows what she is doing... life goes on ... you never know how you will feel next year at this time... just do whatever makes sense based on your standard and your energy,
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January 11,
I was in hell, I brok in tears, until I felt I couldn't breath anymore... It feels horrible you live with ppl who don't love you. Horrible, until I couldn't take it and I texted him and asked him to tell me at least he loves me ... even from afar, even now...
January 22 I was calm, happy, got the energy I needed.
January 24th, evening, trying to have a normal night with my family, he is in the meeting and when he is out of his room he is busy with other stuffs, not even talking a few words! my daughter is playing game while tomorrow has an final math exam! and when I tell her to stop ,she gets angry and going to her room and shutting down the door... Why? What is wrong with me and my life that I have to leave with these unemotional ppl?! Maybe my daughter is normal given she si a teenage, but I dotn have much energy to be a good calm single mom....
October 8, 2025 It's been couple months that you are separated! but you are not sad, you are angry, disappointed, and you passed couple tough months, but free of his carelessness and proud of yourself. your girl is ok too, yet a tough teen to deal with, but you are a good mom, knows what she is doing... life goes on ... you never know how you will feel next year at this time... just do whatever makes sense based on your standard and your energy,
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