The past couple of days have been unbearably painful and heartbreaking.
It feels like I was suddenly pushed off a cliff. I had sensed some signs that things weren’t quite right lately, but never to this extent. The pain is far deeper than I ever imagined - especially when it blindsides you.
After going this far, at this stage in life… it’s hard to process.

I wish I could go into hibernation for a whole year - just sleep through the storm and wake up when the dust has settled, when I’ve made it through the hardest chapter of my life, and when this unexpected trauma is finally behind me...