I can't seem ...

Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real ...

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling

I can't seem
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence I’m convinced that there’s just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure
...